I’m too much of this world… It’s hard committing myself to God, and there’s no excuse as to why I can’t commit myself to Him. But it’s just with all the college stuff to worry about, depression from losing a relationship with someone important, school stuff, and all the worldly things such as goals that I wanted to accomplish in this world has gotten me hecka off track… I need some time off just ATLEAST a week to somewhere… I feel like going to IHOP cause I heard many things about. There, maybe I’m able to just spend my whole entire week with Him. Maybe I’ll hopefully get to go there before college begins? I don’t know… if only I could just live my life focusing on only one thing, God, instead of having to worry about worldly things… I need to stop being of this world and live for Him.